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"This may serve many functions, to relax the body, causing pleasure and satiety, and may cause bonding to the very features that one just experienced all this," says Dr Pfaus. Then there is attraction, orkamas dofus the state when in love (sometimes known as romantic or obsessive love). This clarification just lust that allows people at home especially math. This condition is characterized by a sense of joyous, and intrusive, obsessive thoughts about the object of his love. Some researchers suggest this mental state might share neurochemical characteristics with the manic phase of manic depression. Dr. Fisher work, however, suggest that the actual behavior of those who love, for example, is trying to cause a reciprocal responses to resemble your favorite obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD). This raises the question of whether it is possible to "treat" this romantic state clinically, as can be done with OCD. The parents of any love-besotted teenager might want to know the answer. Dr Fisher suggests, perhaps, indeed, can inhibit feelings of romantic love, but only in its early stages. OCD is characterized by low levels of chemical called serotonin. Drugs such as Prozac work by keeping serotonin hanging around in the brain longer than usual, so that they could have prevented the romantic feelings. (This also means that people taking anti-depressants may be threatening their ability to fall in love.) But since romantic love begins in earnest, it is one of the strongest drives on Earth. Dr Fischer said that there seemed to be more powerful than hunger. There is little serotonin is unlikely to stifle it. Because they are independent, these three systems can work simultaneously, with dangerous results. As Dr Fisher explains: "You may feel a deep commitment to the long-term spouse, while you feel romantic love for another, while you might think that the sex drive in situations unrelated to any of the partners. " This independence means that you can love more than one person at a time, a situation that leads to jealousy, adultery and divorce, although the possibility of promiscuity and polygamy, with the likelihood of extra children, and therefore more interested in the genetic future, that those whose conduct brings. As noted by Dr. Fisher: "We were not built to be happy but to reproduce." Stages of love vary somewhat between the sexes. Lust, for example, is aroused more easily through a visual stimulus for men than for women. This is probably why visual pornography more and more popular among men. And although both men and women express romantic love with the same intensity, as well as attract partners who are reliable, kind, healthy, smart and educated, there are some notable differences in their choice. Men are more attracted by youth and beauty, while women are more attracted by money, education and position. When older, ugly man seen walking down the road by hand with a young and beautiful woman, most people assume a person is rich or powerful. Of course, love is more than just genes. Cultural and social factors, as well as training, play a big role. Who and how people loved in the past are important determinants of his (or her) capacity to fall in love at any given moment and in the future. This is because animals-people included-learn lessons from its sexual and social experience. Excitation occurs naturally. However, long-term success in mating requires a change from naive about this state, knowing the precise factors that lead to the initiation of reward from sex, love and affection. For some people this may be due flowers, chocolate and sweet words. But these things are learned. If a person has been conditioned by their experiences, this may be the reason why some people tend to date the same "type" partner again and again. The researchers think people develop a "love map" as they grow, a plan that contains a lot of things that they learned attractive. These internal indicators is that people use to assess the suitability of mates. Nevertheless, the idea that people are actually born in the particular type of "soul" are set to their desires is wrong. Studies on the choice of partner made by identical twins show that the development of love maps takes time, and has a strong random component. Work on rats led researchers such as Dr Pfaus to wonder whether the pattern found attractive features of a person is formed during a critical period of sexual development. He said that even in animals that are not intended for the pair-bond, such as rats, these features may get fixed with the experience of sexual reward. Rats can be conditioned to prefer certain types of partners, for example by pairing sexual reward with some lines, such as the scent of lemon-member the opposite sex. This work may contribute to the understanding of unusual sexual preferences. Human fetishes, for example, develop early, and almost impossible to change. Fetishist connects objects such as feet, shoes, soft toys and even balloons, that have a visual association with childhood sexual experiences, to sexual gratification. So love, in all its glory, just seems to chemical state with genetic roots and environmental influences. But all this work leads to other issues. If scientists can make a more sociable mouse, might be possible to create a more sociable human? And what about the more loving one? Some people even think that "paradise-engineering", dedicated to the abolition of the "biological substrates of human suffering", is quite good. Progress in predicting the outcome of relationships, as well as information about the genetic roots of fidelity, might also be requested to make a marriage more like a job application, related to medical, genetic and psychological checks. If it were reliable enough, would insurers cover for divorce? And as brain scanners become cheaper and more widely available, they can move from a research tool that anyone can use to determine how well they were loved. Will the future bring answers to questions such as: your partner really love you? Is your husband lusting after the au pair? Then there medication. Dr. Fisher Despite the reservations, they can also help people to love, or perhaps fix broken relationships? Probably not. Dr Pfaus says that drugs may enhance the "experience of love", but not in a position to do all the work because of their specificity. dofus kamasAnd if a few fall out of love, drugs are unlikely to help either. Dr Fisher does not believe that the brain could overlook distaste for someone, even if the couple in trouble could inject themselves with huge dopamine. Nevertheless, it seems that the administering serotonin can help someone get over a bad novel quickly. It also suggests that you can cheat the brain to the sense of romantic love in long-term relationships, making new things with your partner. Any arousing activity leads dofamina level and therefore can cause a sense of romance as a side effect. This is why holidays can inflame passions. Romantics, of course, always know that love is a special sort of chemistry. Scientists are now beginning to show how this is true.

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I felt very strange reason, he at one time, so he found me less before.perhaps, he hid for another lady because of his "D, but for an actor in his family than to come to me. If I Guild Wars Goldasked him at that time how he would respond. I reminded him of everday not find the lady. But he assured that he only loves me, this is impossible as the other. However, one day, someone told me that he was well treated with a girl in the shop. While I listend this thing, I lost my temper, and we are with each other. He did not admit his guilt, so we exacerbated by the constantly quarrel as a piece of cake. I was familiar with his wife, and his wife will come to our company before they divorced. Somtimes, I would go to his home, so he told his wife, my staff of office, to hide our relationship. Now, I could not do anything, I had to make a call to his wife. His wife told me he had not returned home after they are divorced at all, except the game with your child every weekend. I was highly upset when I heard the news. I think it is white and do not have any reaction. the fact there were more outside the home. I said I think the scandal, she said, she was too surprised to this.therefor, we begin tracked it. it was too painful for the result. My heart wasbroken and death. and I began to despair of him. True also make me angry, he is not with this girl in the place of the one woman who was 40 years old and divorced yet, and is also the ability and wealth, and gave him money when his business was depressed. so because of divorce on the ladies, not me, two years before.

here ------------- It took a long time for me to return here.Such long gone, I'm here now.It 's in and I still do not use English to write my own life, even Tho I pushed myself to write some privacy in the English language in my diary book.anyway , I am here, and I can write what I want here, because here, nobody knows who I am am.its very big for me. tracing my memories, so many things happened before I came back.i was with a guy I talked to about a year ago, but things did not work during us.but point, I made it as me, and we had a good time Lineage adenatogether.we no spoke in a long time.Now about myself, I have one guy who, of course, I can not help but fall into.but Truth, somtimes, we simply can not control our feelings.i subject to this guy, who no one anymore.but-I do not care.i I'm not begging to be with him, in fact, I am very happy where I am now. I can be around for a few months, we can go with it fun.even Tho GF, I just want to be his friend.thats pretty much what I want most right now.however, I am so sad and disappointed that he and his GF, to do some things together.i I think kind of jealous and upset.even I'm not planning to be with him, or something, but things can not be easily me.but I still let ourselves that, like the fact that I did before.yes, last one.its Deja vu for me.it think I was the same situation before.the guy who likes some other girl, and I just wait there, wishing he could like me or crush me or something.last, I did, what actually happened, I was with him for several months, I can say one thing that.this, I know this may be wrong but I never ask him to do something for me.i could feel that he has a crush on or me.i know that I am a bad girl, but he likes me, I know I should stop. In fact, I stopped so many things, I think, guilty.today he told me that his GF had to kiss goodbye, the next time, I invited him to win it back.it sucked really sucked.asking who U really like to get another girl sucks.but I know that this is exactly what you need to do.i doLineage 1 adena not want to betray my heart.so I think now it's with her now, hugging ... and blabla, things which can never belong to me.i cound not tell him anything about this.i not even told my best friend.coz I know what I did wrong again, I have drunk up again.i simply not I can do things right me.i have to force myself not to think, not pity, do not become greed.i cool to play with my feelings. This is normal, I can feel it, because it is who I am, as now, should I feel sad when he was with someone else instead of me.i can feel this.coz I love it, even Tho I can not do anything . because it can not be the one who belongs to me, and it can not be someone who can give me everquest 2 goldwhat I really want.maybe I lost my mind at time.things will be good again.i penalty could be reintroduced. Yes, I know that I am miserable, struggling I want to find out where I'm going to half of next year. But my faith is out of control. What I can do is fight and patiently waits. I must do whatever I can to make their lives better and better, and I should slow my pace to see how my life will go and try to enjoy the moment, I have now, my friends and my family.

Every day I spare one hour of time for the Internet. But recently, I was not concerned about the composition. Sounds bad news. It is important that I should become a habit of essay preparation. In fact it was something special. These days it seems to me a plate. This is an intensive revision for the exam. I made a study in concentration, caused a strong desire to receive the university. Although nothing can hinder me. To get the funds to skip at the same time. I have always used the slogan, I think: life springs from sorrow and calamity, death comes with the ease and pleasure. So I will stick to the end regardless of what happens. Repetition is the mother of age conan goldknowledge. It seems that I will repeat repeat and repeat until the knowledge is rooted in the internal memory. I want to learn by heart all night. It seems implausable. "More haste, less speed" is a paradox that you do not understand until you take into account the action. Okay, it's time for dinner. Loneliness will be my faithful company. God bless me, PLZ. At the moment, I felt a bolt from the blue to come to me. You know, I can not grumble before, because I was a lover and his family, even then, I made a fuss of all the events and followed him at all costs, I do not have any scandals him or interfere in his family. In this single day, as I have suffered pain and torment. I can not Rashe single day home.why, that he was so ruthless that I to this lady, this is unfair. Furthermore, hardly incredulous that he divoced with his wife at that lady. In the end, I am upside-down arow to him, we, as separate, so we had no way of stoping the dispute between us. I decided to abandon it. In that difficult, I myself have been locked in a room for three months, and I wept bitter tears constantly. This time, my life is not like a normal person, I do not go out of doors, but did buy a bunch of food writing in the refrigerator. Then, a left that place and came home when my sister saw me, she was statled see me look so thin and do not believe my eyes. I've been in many cities, but when I went, I believe that everything was, and gw goldhis shadow, though I remember it, I have lost my mind. I took it for granted that I phoned him and sent a message in connection with the I cling to the hope that it is possible with him again as well. I was familiar with his wife, and his wife will come to our company before they divorced. Somtimes, I would go to his home, so he told his wife, my staff of office, to hide our relationship. Now, I could not do anything, I had to make a call to his wife. His wife told me he had not returned home after they are divorced at all, except the game with your child every weekend. I was highly upset when I heard the news. I think it is white and do not have any reaction. the fact there were more outside the home. I said I think the scandal, she said, she was too surprised to this.therefor, we begin tracked it. it was too painful for the result. My heart wasbroken and death. and I began to despair of him. True also make me angry, he is not with this girl in the place of the one woman who was 40 years old and divorced yet, and is also the ability and wealth, and gave him money when his business was depressed. so because of divorce on the ladies, not me, two years before. Suddenly one day, I heard his' S cetificate divorce to his car, the facts prove that my colleague gave me a hint at all the time that he was already divorced realed. I asked him where he lived after the divorce. He explained that he preferred to live with his wife as a couple for the purposes to be afraid of the child know that this is the situation in the family, to influence their physical and psychological health. I felt very strange reason, he at one time, so he found me less before.perhaps, he hid for another lady because of his "D, but for an actor in his family than to come to me. If I Guild Wars Goldasked him at that time how he would respond. I reminded him of everday not find the lady. But he assured that he only loves me, this is impossible as the other. However, one day, someone told me that he was well treated with a girl in the shop. While I listend this thing, I lost my temper, and we are with each other. He did not admit his guilt, so we exacerbated by the constantly quarrel as a piece of cake. I was familiar with his wife, and his wife will come to our company before they divorced. Somtimes, I would go to his home, so he told his wife, my staff of office, to hide our relationship. Now, I could not do anything, I had to make a call to his wife. His wife told me he had not returned home after they are divorced at all, except the game with your child every weekend. I was highly upset when I heard the news. I think it is white and do not have any reaction. the fact there were more outside the home. I said I think the scandal, she said, she was too surprised to this.therefor, we begin tracked it. it was too painful for the result. My heart wasbroken and death. and I began to despair of him. True also make me angry, he is not with this girl in the place of the one woman who was 40 years old and divorced yet, and is also the ability and wealth, and gave him money when his business was depressed. so because of divorce on the ladies, not me, two years before.

In fact, I had never reluctanted him to divorce, as well as never require our relationship marked the public, while he with me. He said he loved me too much, and me to ensure I have because of him at a young age. so I make a decision to live with him, no matter how difficult, as long as I am in his heart. at the end of the 200 -, the company for my health product 's shop was bad at that I have my own business so that a large. he comes to my shop for business by investing in this business is huge. On the contrary, the more we come together, the more I became suspicious of him. in terms of emotions, I'm sensitive. i finded not only he, to see me less and more. Gaia Online Goldhe ignored, but also my health. It is a big difference than 2 years ago.in respect that I loved him, so I found a lot of excuses to comfort me at all times. i renconed that he was busy with the economy and the large pressures.and yet, I came to my senses after the situation was not the same at all ..... Suddenly, one day, I found his' s cetificate of divorcement to his car, facts proved that my colleague gave me a reference to any time that he was already divorced realed. I asked him where he lived after divorced. He stated that he had to live with his wife as a couple on purpose togaia gold the fear of the child know this situation in the family, so that impact on the physical and psychological health. I felt very strange only reason he was now, why he took me less than before.perhaps, he hid another woman outside the reason he 'd rather as an actor in his family than to me. I asked him if at that time how he would respond. I reminded him daily not to find the lady. but he assured that he only love me, it seems impossible to another. But one day someone told me that he had treated well with a girl in the shop. case, while I'm on this thing, I lost my temper and we are on every other. he will never admit his guilt, so that our Dispute worsens steadily, like a piece of cake. I liked so much, I asked myself the opportunity that we can be together, coz I know we get even with each other. But I can with you, and also told me that u liked me somehow, but I am sure that you have this feeling about me could be gone very quickly.coz, I'm not the guy for you, I also know we can create a beautiful future together.but finally, I ran for up.and that I am in another man, can I ever forget my real ex bf. x: I know and will never know why I came to my ex, deep inside, I know that it is part of his reason, I would forget about him, and I another man.but I regret that, never. Cox x: ur not from me, we do not belong together, no matter how good we are together, we r just friends, I finally understand this point.i am happy, even tho I'm a little sad. I have never forgotten u.but I'm sorry that I like this way.even tho u havent we began our relationship yet.but I know we can it happen if I really try, but I do not know, i dont know What should I Lineage 2 adena do to me, I do not know whether it is right for me to restart with ui want that to happen, after all, the reason why we split is that we are so far away. but now that I had the chance to live in the city urs.i know that I can make that happen, and we can restart.i know I'm the kind of loyal wife, u, I will never have a other man, coz i love u so much.but on the other hand, I am really scared.coz I fear that u do not love me like the way I love u.last time I looked, and I found out that u a little away from me, as it was, we knew each other only for a short time.but the truth is, we know each other so many years.just we have no contact, so that coz u often.maybe song me on ur gf.last She told me, and not after we broke up. u and said that it is so easy to deceive me, coz I really think that u a gf time.and on that I thought I would not bother ur relationship then.it since I was a long time to make one . but I still can help my feeling when it again.i u still like u much.but I am also comfused.coz part of me think it's just the feeling I can remember, u, do not feel that I still do the way u ur now. But I still want to restart everything with u.maybe somehow, I see the picture of ours.a happy family.but I know that I have changed perhaps lot.and are so many things ru cannot give me.i dont know, I did not think idea.just including lot.wanna back into urs.wanna back to U, in the hope and even more me.thinking on us.but I do not know that ur not.ur kind of man. From what I have been through, I've learned, I should be really cool to everything, no matter when it comes to my future or my personal life or the feeling that I should always be cool. Attitude is everything. My best friend told me that my debt, he said, so that I implusive. I have the choices and decisions impulsively. I am not saying that all of them were bad. On the contrady I actually enjoy the happiness of the impulsive. Somehow, I can enjoy the happiness of my quick decision. What I want to say is that I think a little more about everything. Even tho I could end the same options as impulsive. But I still need time to think, thought, I am dealing with, physically or emotionally. Maybe it's my problem that I always keep in mind that life is so short that I enjoy what my life rather than betray my feelings. So slowly, I was somehow emotionally rather than rationally. I know that sometimes I can be so rational, of course, is the time when I am with my friends on their friends. I can at this time is appropriate. But when it comes to my life, I can not control. So I have the irrational one. (a bad word? maybe.who cares). But I'm glad that my pace to change what is so called to my mistakes. I never chase being perfect coz I know nobody is perfect, no matter he or she is no one or someone. Nobody has this kind of perfect. And I did not press to get closer to perfect. I am afraid that this kind of life. I can just good for me. Its who I am now trying to figure out who I really am right now, what I really want .. such things as these. Try to accept who I am at the moment. I know that I havent done enough, coz I always hide something from my friends, and also from me. There are still dark secrets I can not speak and think. Coz I know maybe if I talk, I will be devastated. I have no idea where I'm at. Somehow, I just want myself further, keepy try. coz I believe that life does not end, and my journey has no end. But ironically, I know I have to end sometime, and to the development of my little world, until my traveling life.

My treasure Irreplaceable人生珍品 [1] Recently, I have a party for some close friends. To add a touch of elegance to the evening, I have the good stuff - my white Royal Crown Derby China with the delicate blue and gold border. When we sit, one of the guests noticed the beat-boot-up sauce, which I have the newer, better gear. "Is it an heirloom?" she asked tactfully. [2] I admit the play rather than striking. For one thing, it fits nothing else. It is also old and chipped. But the small boat sauce is more than an heirloom to me. It is one thing in this world, I will never part with. [3] The story begins more than 50 years ago, when I seven years old and we lived in a big house on the Ohio River in wow goldNew Richmond, Ohio. All those between the river from the road and our large front lawn. In anticipation of high water, on the ground floor had been built seven meters above the level. [4] At the end of December the heavy rains came and the river rose to the tops of the banks. When the water began to rise in a serious way, my parents, the plans for the case of the river should invade our house. My mother decided she would pack our books and their Fine China in a little out of the bedroom. [5] China was not nearly as good as it was old. Each piece had a gold rim and band of roses. But the service was her mother and her precious. As she packed, which China with great care, she said to me: "You have to treasure the things that people you love are maintained. It keeps you in touch with them." [6] I have not understood, because I never heard what I cared that much about all. Nevertheless, planning for disaster rather considerable fascination for me. [7] The plan was to move upwards when the river reached the seventh, the steps to the front terrace. We would be a rowboat to the bottom, so that we could benefit from room to room. The only thing we did not do was leave the house. My father, the town is the only doctor, had to be where sick people could be him. [8] I rise on the river several times a day and lives in a state of alarm hoping that the water would rise all the way to the house. It did not disappoint. The muddy water rose higher, until finally wow goldthe critical seventh step has been reached. [9] We have for days, things up until the end of one afternoon, the water is slightly above the threshold and crashed into the house. I watched, amazed at how fast they are. [10] After the water was about a foot deep in the house, it was hard to sleep at night. The sound of the river below was frightening move. Debris had windows, so that every once in a while some floating battering ram - a protocol, or perhaps a table - would bang into the walls and a sound like a distant drum. [11] Every day I sat on the landing and saw the river rise. Mother cooked simple meals in a spare room, she had turned into a makeshift kitchen. She was worried that I could say what would happen to us. Father came and went in a small fishing boat. He was concerned about his patients and the possible outbreak of dysentery, typhoid fever or pneumonia. [12] It was not long, the Red Cross tents to high ground north of the city. "We stay here," said my father. [13] As the water continued to increase, I have always busy rowing through the house and goes on the furniture, was too large to move up. I liked the series around the large comfortable couch, now almost under, and say it was an island in a lake. [14] A very late night I was awakened by a tearing noise, such as wood squeak. Then there was the resentment of the sound of heavy things fall. I jumped out of bed and ran into the hallway. My parents stood in the doorway to the in which we had stored the books, and my mother loved China. [15] The bottom of the fell through, and all the treasures we've tried, were now on the first floor, secretly under the rising river. My father lit our camp and we went to the landing to see. We could see nothing except the books, like little rafts bobbing on the water. [16] mother was courageous, it seemed, through the examination of the flood. She was stable and quiet, and held, resulting in a good condition. But on this night she sat on the top of the stairs with his head on the crossed arms and wept. I had never seen her, and it was a sound in their wines, which I fear. I wanted to help her, but I could not believe what I could do. I knew I had to find out what. [17] The next morning, after breakfast, I have a geography lesson and mother said I could get down and play in the boat. wow goldI once rowed around the stairs down to the mess of the timbers in the hall, where the terrible accident. The books had begun to fall. I stared into the dark water and could see nothing. It was right that I have the idea. [18] I have a wire coathanger hooks and carefully attached it to a weighted line. Then I let it sink and began to drag it slowly back and forth. I spent the next hour or so moving the boat and pull my line - in the hope of finding my mother's piece of the lost treasure. But from time to time the line was empty. [19] As the water rose from day to day, I try again a few remnants of my mother broke China. Soon, however, the water inside, she was on the staircase is located. On the day that water, beyond the gutter, my father decided that we should seek shelter in the tents on the hill. A motorboat was to us this afternoon. We leave from the roof terrace. [20] I am hurriedly securing things in my room. Then I got into my boat for the last time. I moved my line through the water. Nothing. After some time I heard my parents call, so I am back on the stairs. Just as my last round, I snagged something. [21] Holding my breath, I think the slow start to the surface. As the dark water drained from it, I could be the bright roses and gold leaf design. It seemed brilliant. I had found the gravy boat from my mother's china service. My line was caught on a small chip in the lip. [22] My father called me again. "This is a serious matter," he said. "Let's go." So I stashed the treasure in my jacket and rowed as fast as I could on the staircase is located. [23] The boat picked up and led us to higher ground. It started to rain, and for the first time I was really scared. The water could go up forever, could change the whole valley, the trees, the mountains. [24] By the time we were in a tent in the Red Cross, we were worn out. Father was made to care for sick people, and the mother sat on my cot with her arm around my shoulder. She smiled at me, if you call it that. Then I got under my pillow and pulled the gravy boat. [25] She looked at him, then me. Then she took him in her hands and held it for a long time. She was very quiet, just sitting, look at the gravy boat. It seemed near to me and also very far away, as if they remember. I do not know what they think, but she pulled me into her arms and held me firmly. [26] We lived in a tent for weeks, cold and often hungry. Since the flood Crested, an oil slick caught fire and burned down our house on the water line. We have also never again. Instead, we are in a home near Cincinnati, far from the river. [27] With Easter we were settled, and we celebrate that special Sunday with a celebration. While dad carved the lamb, the mother went into the kitchen and returned with the sauce boat. She was my gift for a moment as if it was something indescribably valuable. Then, smiling at me, she placed it gently on the table. I said to myself then that right nothing will ever happen, that the gravy boat for as long as I lived. [28] And not always has. Now I use the sauce boat as if they carefully from the shelf and it just as it was, with dark, rich sauce Turkey for family dinners and other special occasions. If guests wow goldask curious about the old dish, I sometimes tell the story of how I fished him out of the river in our house. [29] But on the events of the flood, the gravy boat is a treasure that connects me with people and the places of my past. Mother tried to explain, and now I understand. It is not the object, as much as the connection that I cherish. The small porcelain boat, chipped and worn with age, keeps me in touch - as they said they would - with their lives, their joy and their love.

here ------------- It took a long time for me to return here.Such long gone, I'm here now.It 's in and I still do not use English to write my own life, even Tho I pushed myself to write some privacy in the English language in my diary book.anyway , I am here, and I can write what I want here, because here, nobody knows who I am am.its very big for me. tracing my memories, so many things happened before I came back.i was with a guy I talked to about a year ago, but things did not work during us.but point, I made it as me, and we had a good time Lineage adenatogether.we no spoke in a long time.Now about myself, I have one guy who, of course, I can not help but fall into.but Truth, somtimes, we simply can not control our feelings.i subject to this guy, who no one anymore.but-I do not care.i I'm not begging to be with him, in fact, I am very happy where I am now. I can be around for a few months, we can go with it fun.even Tho GF, I just want to be his friend.thats pretty much what I want most right now.however, I am so sad and disappointed that he and his GF, to do some things together.i I think kind of jealous and upset.even I'm not planning to be with him, or something, but things can not be easily me.but I still let ourselves that, like the fact that I did before.yes, last one.its Deja vu for me.it think I was the same situation before.the guy who likes some other girl, and I just wait there, wishing he could like me or crush me or something.last, I did, what actually happened, I was with him for several months, I can say one thing that.this, I know this may be wrong but I never ask him to do something for me.i could feel that he has a crush on or me.i know that I am a bad girl, but he likes me, I know I should stop. In fact, I stopped so many things, I think, guilty.today he told me that his GF had to kiss goodbye, the next time, I invited him to win it back.it sucked really sucked.asking who U really like to get another girl sucks.but I know that this is exactly what you need to do.i doLineage 1 adena not want to betray my heart.so I think now it's with her now, hugging ... and blabla, things which can never belong to me.i cound not tell him anything about this.i not even told my best friend.coz I know what I did wrong again, I have drunk up again.i simply not I can do things right me.i have to force myself not to think, not pity, do not become greed.i cool to play with my feelings. This is normal, I can feel it, because it is who I am, as now, should I feel sad when he was with someone else instead of me.i can feel this.coz I love it, even Tho I can not do anything . because it can not be the one who belongs to me, and it can not be someone who can give me everquest 2 goldwhat I really want.maybe I lost my mind at time.things will be good again.i penalty could be reintroduced. Yes, I know that I am miserable, struggling I want to find out where I'm going to half of next year. But my faith is out of control. What I can do is fight and patiently waits. I must do whatever I can to make their lives better and better, and I should slow my pace to see how my life will go and try to enjoy the moment, I have now, my friends and my family.

In fact, I had never reluctanted him to divorce, as well as never require our relationship marked the public, while he with me. He said he loved me too much, and me to ensure I have because of him at a young age. so I make a decision to live with him, no matter how difficult, as long as I am in his heart. at the end of the 200 -, the company for my health product 's shop was bad at that I have my own business so that a large. he comes to my shop for business by investing in this business is huge. On the contrary, the more we come together, the more I became suspicious of him. in terms of emotions, I'm sensitive. i finded not only he, to see me less and more. Gaia Online Goldhe ignored, but also my health. It is a big difference than 2 years ago.in respect that I loved him, so I found a lot of excuses to comfort me at all times. i renconed that he was busy with the economy and the large pressures.and yet, I came to my senses after the situation was not the same at all ..... Suddenly, one day, I found his' s cetificate of divorcement to his car, facts proved that my colleague gave me a reference to any time that he was already divorced realed. I asked him where he lived after divorced. He stated that he had to live with his wife as a couple on purpose togaia gold the fear of the child know this situation in the family, so that impact on the physical and psychological health. I felt very strange only reason he was now, why he took me less than before.perhaps, he hid another woman outside the reason he 'd rather as an actor in his family than to me. I asked him if at that time how he would respond. I reminded him daily not to find the lady. but he assured that he only love me, it seems impossible to another. But one day someone told me that he had treated well with a girl in the shop. case, while I'm on this thing, I lost my temper and we are on every other. he will never admit his guilt, so that our Dispute worsens steadily, like a piece of cake. I liked so much, I asked myself the opportunity that we can be together, coz I know we get even with each other. But I can with you, and also told me that u liked me somehow, but I am sure that you have this feeling about me could be gone very quickly.coz, I'm not the guy for you, I also know we can create a beautiful future together.but finally, I ran for up.and that I am in another man, can I ever forget my real ex bf. x: I know and will never know why I came to my ex, deep inside, I know that it is part of his reason, I would forget about him, and I another man.but I regret that, never. Cox x: ur not from me, we do not belong together, no matter how good we are together, we r just friends, I finally understand this point.i am happy, even tho I'm a little sad. I have never forgotten u.but I'm sorry that I like this way.even tho u havent we began our relationship yet.but I know we can it happen if I really try, but I do not know, i dont know What should I Lineage 2 adena do to me, I do not know whether it is right for me to restart with ui want that to happen, after all, the reason why we split is that we are so far away. but now that I had the chance to live in the city urs.i know that I can make that happen, and we can restart.i know I'm the kind of loyal wife, u, I will never have a other man, coz i love u so much.but on the other hand, I am really scared.coz I fear that u do not love me like the way I love u.last time I looked, and I found out that u a little away from me, as it was, we knew each other only for a short time.but the truth is, we know each other so many years.just we have no contact, so that coz u often.maybe song me on ur gf.last She told me, and not after we broke up. u and said that it is so easy to deceive me, coz I really think that u a gf time.and on that I thought I would not bother ur relationship then.it since I was a long time to make one . but I still can help my feeling when it again.i u still like u much.but I am also comfused.coz part of me think it's just the feeling I can remember, u, do not feel that I still do the way u ur now. But I still want to restart everything with u.maybe somehow, I see the picture of ours.a happy family.but I know that I have changed perhaps lot.and are so many things ru cannot give me.i dont know, I did not think idea.just including lot.wanna back into urs.wanna back to U, in the hope and even more me.thinking on us.but I do not know that ur not.ur kind of man. From what I have been through, I've learned, I should be really cool to everything, no matter when it comes to my future or my personal life or the feeling that I should always be cool. Attitude is everything. My best friend told me that my debt, he said, so that I implusive. I have the choices and decisions impulsively. I am not saying that all of them were bad. On the contrady I actually enjoy the happiness of the impulsive. Somehow, I can enjoy the happiness of my quick decision. What I want to say is that I think a little more about everything. Even tho I could end the same options as impulsive. But I still need time to think, thought, I am dealing with, physically or emotionally. Maybe it's my problem that I always keep in mind that life is so short that I enjoy what my life rather than betray my feelings. So slowly, I was somehow emotionally rather than rationally. I know that sometimes I can be so rational, of course, is the time when I am with my friends on their friends. I can at this time is appropriate. But when it comes to my life, I can not control. So I have the irrational one. (a bad word? maybe.who cares). But I'm glad that my pace to change what is so called to my mistakes. I never chase being perfect coz I know nobody is perfect, no matter he or she is no one or someone. Nobody has this kind of perfect. And I did not press to get closer to perfect. I am afraid that this kind of life. I can just good for me. Its who I am now trying to figure out who I really am right now, what I really want .. such things as these. Try to accept who I am at the moment. I know that I havent done enough, coz I always hide something from my friends, and also from me. There are still dark secrets I can not speak and think. Coz I know maybe if I talk, I will be devastated. I have no idea where I'm at. Somehow, I just want myself further, keepy try. coz I believe that life does not end, and my journey has no end. But ironically, I know I have to end sometime, and to the development of my little world, until my traveling life.

Woods back in business ======= Eight months after his last competitive stroke - the sudden death of a water supply that may have made him the most incredible victory - Tiger Woods said he was healthy, and went back to the PGA Tour. Woods announced on his website yesterday he is in the field for 64 people Accenture Match Play Championship, which begins Wednesday in Marana, Ariz. "I am ready to play again," said Woods. Woods did not appear to travel in the period from June, when he bravely defeated Rocco mediator to play at Torrey Pine win the U.S. Open, his 14 major championship. Those who watched this week, Maple Story mesoWoods saw a left knee, chrome, and more noticeable. Replying to a question about this repeatedly, only Woods said: "This is a pain. It is what it is." Two days after the play, Woods admitted: it's thorn front cross ligament in left knee almost a year earlier, in July 2007, then suffered two stress the fracture in his left tibia two weeks before the U.S. Open. The decision to go against her doctor that the rehabilitation of the knee rest and miss the U.S. Open has become one of the most dramatic victories Forest career. The decision to have reconstructive surgery - which took place eight days after his victory - has finished hisEverQuest 2 gold 2008 season, Woods forced to miss two majors and the Ryder Cup, as well as the immediate cause of the speculation about when he would be able to return home. Woods goal was to be healthy to play in the masters tournament he won four times, most recently in 2005. Ideally, he would play in several events until August to get his game ready, as it continues its march toward conformity Jack Nicklaus at 18 major titles. So why Woods is now returning to the game Play, when the hard draw against a hot player can send the world's top-rating Golfer at home on the first day? Well, not surprisingly, Woods has a stellar record in the event of victory, he three times, including last year when he was hanging tournament-record 8-and-7 victory for Stewart Cink in the finals. Nine Match Play appearances, Woods has a 31-6 record. Another factor when Woods will return a second child. Woods and his wife, Elin, welcomed Charlie Woods Axel on February 8, which makes the return on the PGA Tour seem to be inevitable. He has practiced for several weeks. Yet to be seen how long it would take for Woods to restore its shape, that now he is playing again on two strong knees. But consider this: Since Woods tore his ACL until he had reconstructive surgery, he played in 13 events worldwide. He won 10 times, finished second twice and fifth once. `` I was about 90 percent, but I felt great,''he said. `` I was just waiting for things to open for me. If they did test, I did not notice it. I felt fine and my stroke was there. It does not affect me at all.'' There were 14 lead changes in the first quarter before the missile has taken the lead at the end of the period and held at 46-45 lead at halftime. Houston led most of the first half. Lakers took a brief 43-42 lead late in the second quarter before Yao dunk over O'Neal put Houston ahead. Yao gave the crowd its biggest excitement in the first quarter, when the camera `` He made a shot, but he took the whistle, tozhe''O'Nila said. `` It is a great guy and soft touch. I do not think he ever will be able to play me one on one, ever, ever, ever. We let it slip away. They played with great effort. We've just made a mistake.'' Rockets went ahead 73-63 late in the third quarter, and Yao got them on the Quick Start in the fourth with two free throws and jumpers. Steve Francis and Jim Jackson hit 3-pointers to increase the lead to 83-69 with 9:01 to play. Francis then two free throws after a flagrant foul against O'Neal, and rockets were up 85-70. They beat the Lakers eq2 platfor the second time this season. Rockets pulled away in the fourth quarter of Yao, who scored 11 of Houston in the last 15 points in the final 6:12. He hit five free throws and three field goals, including a hook over O'Neal. `` I was very surprised as I was able to do,''said Yao. `` We kept the ball movement and displacement of our peoples to defend and Shaq could not catch up with her. We have to face a lot of Western Conference teams, and it would be a big incentive for our

Sugar-It Was You Could ======= Rats eating a high degree of natural sugar known as fructose seem to age faster than others ---- rats and the same might be true for people who eat to much junk food, sweet, Israeli researchers said Monday. Fructose, natural honey and fruit, is widely distributed in foods from soft drinks to yogurt. But while its sweet flavor is very popular, it could cause the sugar wrinkles and heal the problems, the researchers said. Dr. Moshe Werman and Boaz Levi of the Technion-Israel Institute of Technology fed large amounts of fructose to laboratory rats. Writing in the journal of Nutrition, they said, the fructose-fed rats showed changes in the collagen of the skin and bones Collagen, a fibrous protein in connective tissue, bone and cartilage, generally keeps the body together. The loss Final Fantasy XI gilof collagen is what causes sagging and deep wrinkles in the elderly. The process involved Werman team has said, is known as "networking". "Too much networking reduces elasticity and makes the skin stiff and inflexible, and those are the conditions, the wrinkled skin," Werman said in a statement. He said that the same might be true for humans, although this has not yet been shown. "Americans eat more and more processed foods such as carbonated beverages, pastries, fruit preserves, jams and dairy products, the fructose," Werman said. Other studies have shown that high fructose intake may influence how the body handles glucose and increases insulin resistance ---- both of which are important measures of the tendency to diabetes. The rats were fed with Werman far more than the average adult can eat in a day, which is standard in these experiments. The rats were fed 12,5 g fructose per kg (2.2 pound) weight each day for a year. To compare a person, a weight of 154 pounds (70kg), who drinks a quart (liter) Coke consumed about 60 grams of fructose, or 0.8 g per kg body weight. HOUSTON (OA) - Kobe Bryant was the Lakers' lineup, is Shaquille O'Neal. None of these roles to Yao Ming. Yao had 29 points and 11 rebounds, outplaying O'Neal lead the Houston Rockets in Los Angeles 102-87 on Wednesday night. The Rockets pulled away in theffxi gil fourth quarter behind Yao, the Houston score 11 of the last 15 points in the last 6:12. He met Five free throws and three field goals, including a hook over O'Neal. `` I was very surprised as I was able to do,''said Yao. `` We keep the ball moving and our staff on defense and Shaq is not catching up. We have a lot of Western Conference teams and this will be a big boost for our confidence.'' O'Neal, who finished with 24 points and nine rebounds, contaminated with 3:20 to play. Bryant came off the lotr goldinjured list and scored 14 points for the Lakers. `` We played and played as a team all together with great chemistry and they could not get what we are trying to do,''said Yao. O'Neal did not admit to a lot of Yao. `` He has the shots, but he also has the whistle,''said O'Neal. `` He is a great guy and has a soft touch. I do not think he can ever play me one-on-one, always, always, always. We let this slip away. They played with a lot of trouble. We have simply made mistakes.'' The Rockets went 73-63 before the end of the third quarter, and Yao has to make a quick start in the fourth with two free throws and a jumper. Steve Francis and Jim Jackson hit 3-pointers, in order to 83-69 with 9:01 to play. Francis then take two free throws after a flagrant foul against O'Neal, and the missiles were up 85-70. They beat the Lakers for the second time this season. Lakers Coach Phil Jackson thought Yao played his best game in four meetings with O'Neal. `` It was a great effort by Ming the line,''said Jackson. Rockets coach Jeff Van Gundy was pleased with the performance of Yao. AP - 12 February, clock 12:03 EST More Photos `` We have to adjustments throughout the game when you play against the best players in the league, and he did this,''said Van Gundy. `` He went with his jump hook and he went, and he spun.'' The struggle between the All-Star center with O'Neal scoring on a hook over Yao for the Lakers' first points. Yao reached over O'Neal moments later. Yao got more votes than O'Neal and is in the Western Conference All-Star Game Sunday. O'Neal has outscored Yao 116-63 in their matchups. Gary Payton recorded 19 points for Los Angeles.

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Passion is good, but too bad I can not let the rest of my life to go as it is now, I am messy, I pretend I am happy, but deep in my I do not, I can not tell anyone about my weakness, I just want to show my side of the brave, I am very simple, just pretend I am a tough one, can noteq2 plat be defeated, but nobody knows how hurt I am, I just claim to be cool, to be easy for all, but there is just I know that with me . need some time so all of the kind, you need some time to understand yourself. I do not know how long it will take, just know it will not be easy and short. time long enough, I must be patient, I even told myself a thousand times, I am well, and I will be better, but I know that I am not well, I'm not good enough. but right now, I just hate yourself, hate that I'm so weak, so fragile, so impulsive ..... I hate the way I am now, I hate what I write now, I hate everything, I think about today, just hate it, but I can not think, I can not hold my mind, my thoughts .. I can not control themselves. I want to have more powers, I wish I could take complete control of my life, I want to ... just wanted to, I know that I am not quite a normal right now, and I know I will get more of them will get through, only that I am sick so hard and so sad, so depressed, life would be easier to me, but I know that this habit, life will never be easy for me that I must do is to simply consider this as my practice, the best treasures to prepare for my future. the path to success and happiness. I have to pay to get something back, this balance, I have to go through the firm, then I will get my happiness. Somehow, I just lost faith in it, maybe I will find it again, but now, I just lost it, lost his faith be happy.i eve iskI do not know how long this will last, I have my story, I know that need some changes, but ... I am not strong now shaking .... interesting .... I want to be really good, I want to really say goodbye to my past, I can really be strong again. it is so simple to say: Let It Go, it is difficult to apply rigid it.just right now, I'm not right now.wish I can really be better. I just think he so naive, children, impulsive, and ..... I thought things had not, but he was' no '. I am still struggling, still trap themselves in some disarray, I do not want srew my life, so I was still awake is still advisable to make sure that I will never do any stupid things again, I must make sure that of all, I just need to write that I have in mind, I will releving, I can not hold me inside, you should write it, find a way to go, perhaps I am weirdo or freak, any, this is my life, I have no idea what I am talking about, I sense, but at the same time, I do implusive, I too polaized, always move in the opposite hand, there is no middle step for me, either on this side or the other hand, it is me, but I promised myself that I could never let my impluse drive my whole life, I can not even be sure if I can do, CUZ I know now, I still do not have such power over me, I have not yet so true to yourself to my feelings, I was still not ripe, I do not know how to manage their lives by using my feelings instead of my impulse and passion. Passion is good, but too bad I can not let the rest of my life to go as it is now, I am messy, I pretend I am happy, but deep in my I do not, I can not tell anyone about my weakness, I just want to show my side of the brave, I am very simple, just pretend I am a tough one, can not be defeated, but nobody knows how hurt I am, I just claim to be cool, to be easy for all, but there is just I know that with me . need some time so all of the kind, you need some time to understand yourself. I do not know how long it will take, just know it will not be easy and short. time long enough, I must be patient, I even told myself a thousand times, I am well, and I will be better, but I know that I am not well, I'm not good enough. but right now, I just hate yourself, hate that I'm so weak, so fragile, so impulsive ..... I hate the way I am now, I hate what I write now, I hate everything, I think about today, just hate it, but I can not think, I can not hold my mind, my thoughts .. 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here ------------- It took a long time for me to return here.Such long gone, I'm here now.It 's in and I still do not use English to write my own life, even Tho I pushed myself to write some privacy in the English language in my diary book.anyway , I am here, and I can write what I want here, because here, nobody knows who I am am.its very big for me. tracing my memories, so many things happened before I came back.i was with a guy I talked to about a year ago, but things did not work during us.but point, I made it as me, and we had a good time Lineage adenatogether.we no spoke in a long time.Now about myself, I have one guy who, of course, I can not help but fall into.but Truth, somtimes, we simply can not control our feelings.i subject to this guy, who no one anymore.but-I do not care.i I'm not begging to be with him, in fact, I am very happy where I am now. I can be around for a few months, we can go with it fun.even Tho GF, I just want to be his friend.thats pretty much what I want most right now.however, I am so sad and disappointed that he and his GF, to do some things together.i I think kind of jealous and upset.even I'm not planning to be with him, or something, but things can not be easily me.but I still let ourselves that, like the fact that I did before.yes, last one.its Deja vu for me.it think I was the same situation before.the guy who likes some other girl, and I just wait there, wishing he could like me or crush me or something.last, I did, what actually happened, I was with him for several months, I can say one thing that.this, I know this may be wrong but I never ask him to do something for me.i could feel that he has a crush on or me.i know that I am a bad girl, but he likes me, I know I should stop. In fact, I stopped so many things, I think, guilty.today he told me that his GF had to kiss goodbye, the next time, I invited him to win it back.it sucked really sucked.asking who U really like to get another girl sucks.but I know that this is exactly what you need to do.i doLineage 1 adena not want to betray my heart.so I think now it's with her now, hugging ... and blabla, things which can never belong to me.i cound not tell him anything about this.i not even told my best friend.coz I know what I did wrong again, I have drunk up again.i simply not I can do things right me.i have to force myself not to think, not pity, do not become greed.i cool to play with my feelings. This is normal, I can feel it, because it is who I am, as now, should I feel sad when he was with someone else instead of me.i can feel this.coz I love it, even Tho I can not do anything . because it can not be the one who belongs to me, and it can not be someone who can give me everquest 2 goldwhat I really want.maybe I lost my mind at time.things will be good again.i penalty could be reintroduced. Yes, I know that I am miserable, struggling I want to find out where I'm going to half of next year. But my faith is out of control. What I can do is fight and patiently waits. I must do whatever I can to make their lives better and better, and I should slow my pace to see how my life will go and try to enjoy the moment, I have now, my friends and my family.

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