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I am still struggling, still trap themselves in some disarray, I do not want srew my life, so I was still awake is still advisable to make sure that I will never do any stupid things again, I must make sure that of all, I just need to write that I have in mind, I will releving, I can not hold me inside, you should write it, find a way to go, perhaps I am weirdo or freak, any, this is my life, I have no idea what I am talking about, I sense, but at the same time, I do implusive, I too polaized, always move in the opposite hand, there is no middle step for me, either on this side or the other hand, it is me, but I promised myself that I could never let my impluse drive my whole life, I can not even be sure if I can do, CUZ I know now, I still do not have such power over me, I have not yet so true to yourself to my feelings, I was still not ripe, I do not know how to manage their lives by using my feelings instead of my impulse and passion. Passion is good, but too bad I can not let the rest of my life to go as it is now, I am messy, I pretend I am happy, but deep in my I do not, I can not tell anyone about my weakness, I just want to show my side of the brave, I am very simple, just pretend I am a tough one, can not be defeated, but nobody knows how hurt I am, I just claim to be cool, to be easy for all, but there is just I know that with me . need some time so all of the kind, you need some time to understand yourself. I do not know how long it will take, just know it will not be easy and short. time long enough, I must be patient, I even told myself a thousand times, I am well, and I will be better, but I know that I am not well, I'm not good enough. but right now, I just hate yourself, hate that I'm so weak, so fragile, so impulsive ..... I hate the way I am now, I hate what I write now, I hate everything, I think about today, just hate it, but I can not think, I can not hold my mind, my thoughts .. I can not control themselves. I want to have more powers, I wish I could take complete control of my life, I want to ... just wanted to, I know that I am not quite a normal right now, and I know I will get more of them will get through, Hellgate Londononly that I am sick so hard, and so sad, so depressed, life would be easier for me, but I know that this habit, life will never be easy for me that I must do is to simply consider this as my practice, the best treasure in preparation for my future. the path to success and happiness. I have to pay to get something back, this balance, I have to go through the firm, then I will get my happiness.